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About Me Member dAmn Addict KW or JazzyK.19/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Where's the Nearest Outlet?!

Tue Nov 24, 2009, 12:04 PM
  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: Welcome Home by Coheed & Cambria
  • Reading: random fanfiction on FF.net
  • Watching: nada
  • Playing: not playing at all
  • Eating: The Big Carl
  • Drinking: 7-UP
I need a release.

I need a fuckin' physical release.

I need an outlet to just vent. My own place or SOMETHING to vent, or hell, spontaneously combust. Should I say that I'm open to suggestions? Well, yes I am, and at the same time, I probably wouldn't accept them. Let me see:
-Drawing: mind goes blank w/no motivation or is inhibited and doesn't want to draw.
-Video games: I don't have a particular gaming system.
-Watching TV/a movie: can't; remotes are hidden unless I ask.
-Music: don't have my Ipod; gotta depend on Youtube for my music fix (fucking hell, I feel like a junkie).
-Beating my pillow: to hell with that.
-Screaming/Crying into my pillow: drains me of energy AND its been done plenty of times before.

Damn it...art class fucking frustrates me @ times, and the ironic part is that I LIKE to draw! Stupid brain ("Hello in there!") clams up and doesn't let my fuckin' motivation flow out. I'm usually sitting staring at my paper without a goddamn clue on where to start when my classmates are drawing out their images so purely and freely. I just wanna draw out my rage without having to even FUCKING THINK ABOUT IT!!. But then again my brain seems to want to do the EXACT GODDAMN OPPOSITE.
Hmm...sex would be a good physical relase. But I don't have a BF nor do I have any plans to do ANY of that shit yet. Guess I'll have to get by reading steamy stories on FF.net or on my DA page (or going out to buy a delicious adult novel to appease what inner demonic restlessness that I have). And what would also be helpful would be a more decent paycheck from work! Working the fuckin' late shift doesn't really do shit, except give you a paycheck of just under $40 and get you home by 1 a.m! Fucking hell...I need a release. If my desire isn't met, then my frustration will simmer down and cool off (eventually), but it'll just be sitting and won't go anywhere. It builds up and waits.
I have to fucking work on Thanksgiving, closing shift no doubt (I pray that the time-and-a-half that raises my pay better be fucking worth it). Fuck, my weekend better make-up so I need to find my release soon. REAL FUCKIIN' SOON.

P.S: If you people out there who watch me would drop by and leave a comment ONCE IN A WHILE, that would be helpful. If it means that I drop by and leave comments or notes too, then I'll do that. I'm getting bored of looking at my little gallery and seeing a lot "no comments added" under my pics...

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: My House...or At Work
  • Interests: Animaniacs, Transformers, Gorillaz, Cartoons, manga, cute hats, and cute guys, Xombie, and vampires
  • Favourite movie: HARRY POTTER, TRANSFORMERS, AVP, NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS, IDLEWILD, DOMINO, AND DISTRICT 9
  • Favourite band or musician: Gorillaz, Gnarls Barkley, Pussycat Dolls, Outkast, catchy Soundtracks, and Kanye West
  • Favourite genre of music: Almost any type, except country and gospel
  • Favourite artist: Elcabal and Mishuku
  • Favourite style of art: Freestyle (hand drawn)
  • Operating System: Microsoft Windows
  • MP3 player of choice: Home Stereo System
  • Shell of choice: Why do you ask?
  • Wallpaper of choice: The Dell Wallpaper -_-
  • Skin of choice: My Own
  • Favourite game: Monopoly
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gorillaz, Jack Skellington, Lilo and Stitch, the Warners, Dirge and Zoe, Invader Zim
  • Personal Quote: "My mind is unfamiliar territory. Even to me."
  • Tools of the Trade: Mechanical pencils, traditional pencils, inking pens, and my favorite crayola markers and crayons

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Comments


:icon80sstar:
Thanks for the fav.
I like your artwork.

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Music was my first love
and it'll be my last
- Music by Gabry Ponte
:iconprwrtfandgorillazfan:
You're welcome. :)

And I'm glad you like my artwork. Took a look in my gallery huh? Anything in particular you like? Do tell...

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"Well this is my show, and you will respect my AUTHORITAH!"
-Jack the Clown (from HHN 17 "Carnival of Carnage")
:iconsquig-o:
Thank you so much for the :+fav:!~

(And I'm so sorry for the ridiculously late reply! :()


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:pointr: :bulletred: Squig: An art loving photo freak. :bulletred: :pointl:

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:iconprwrtfandgorillazfan:
You're welcome! :bow:

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"Well this is my show, and you will respect my AUTHORITAH!"
-Jack the Clown (from HHN 17 "Carnival of Carnage")
:iconsoulrazimymi:
thanks so much for the :+fav: :huggle: =D

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:noes: eehh not some want me if I speak French :threaten: :XD:

Brad vous tentez quelque chose , et je vous découpes en petits morceaux , je vous rentres dans le Blender , je pèses sur smoothies et je vous bois - capitaine Charles Patenaude
:iconprwrtfandgorillazfan:
You're welcome! :D

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"Well this is my show, and you will respect my AUTHORITAH!"
-Jack the Clown (from HHN 17 "Carnival of Carnage")
:iconyazm33n:
Thanks for the fav !

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Astro-Lemurs (extra-terrestrials similar in shape to lemurs, but with rainbow colored bodies) will attack the entire human race and beat them to death with gigantic burritos. You have been warned.
:iconprwrtfandgorillazfan:
You're welcome. Your gallery is charming and witty. :D

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"Well this is my show, and you will respect my AUTHORITAH!"
-Jack the Clown (from HHN 17 "Carnival of Carnage")
:iconyazm33n:
why thank you :D!~

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Astro-Lemurs (extra-terrestrials similar in shape to lemurs, but with rainbow colored bodies) will attack the entire human race and beat them to death with gigantic burritos. You have been warned.
:icondr-angel23:
:icondragonhi: thanks for the fav ^^

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All of my friends on DA are not my friends, they are family to me :dance: isn't that lovely?:XD: I treat everyone on my watch as a family to me, that's how friendship work's, we are a family to eachother :hug:
~Dr-Angel23

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